Today is 12th of october 2006. Oh whaat a day. I should have done this long ago but i just didn't decide on time. I thought its not necessary at first but i later changed my mind as it will make me feel good. 1986 0f this same day was a memorable day for me. Even though i was very small, i could still remember everything that happened. Men, mothers are trying. I was asleep and i was woken up by her cry. why is she crying? i dont know. All i knew was that i saw my dad just standing and watching her cry and he couldnot say a word. It was on a sunday. Later, neighbours came in and i they took my dad out. Mmmmm. And that was it. That was the last time i saw my dad. He never came back. He died of Asthma. And today marks 20years since he left us. That was i said mothers are trying at first. Do you know the pain, agony, stress and all she faced in the hands of her inlaws (my dads relatives)? And of all she didn't remarry. She bared all the cross alone.
20YEARS without a companion, lover and friend except God can be fraustrating. I wonder why she didn't leave us and go for another man. I LOVE YOU MUM.
I love my dad so much that i felt sick for more than two years when it dawn on me that i'll never see him again, atleast not now. He loved me more than much that i was the apple of his eyes and he would do anything for me. And today been the 20th years he left this sinful world, me, my mum (his lovely wife), my brother and my sisters remember him.
I wish i could turn back the hands of time. I LOVE YOU DAD. REST IN PERFECT PEACE.